OMG ugh I rly hate holidays, I'll never get outta this lousy holiday lazy procrastinator mood. :( Right I never had a hardworking mood but wtv. I did physics today I feel semi-proud of myself. And btw my Personal Statement is like SHIT I think I'll never get anywhere in life with it. Until the end of it, I still don't know what I want the reader to know. Note to self: Before interviews, better know wth you're in for and read up Btw I think Stuyvesant High Sch is damn cool! I wanna be good in math and science 8-| Right, it's not happening.

Anw I ran 4k today I'm prouda myself  Just gotta suffer in ballet later. Oh and some guy ran 2.4 in 8 minutes right in front of (fine, beside) me!!! I'm freaked out cause his speed was like 16.8 and he was stillllll increasing it I was like damn he ran half my distance in less than half the time I took. And not tht he's tht young!! But he's like some shitty stick person.  

My ponytail's nice today :)

And I'm getting a ride to ballet :)

What spoils my day is my brother >:( Attitude problem y'know. Plus my stomach hurts :( Just makes me doubly pissed at anything else. Im stronger thn you rachel!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

 
This is the nicest picture and the rest kinda get worse ESPECIALLY THE NEXT TWO :D kidding
 
love this

Chan you're an asshole

V.sexy la :)

Uniball colours right! HAHAHA

My 2 auntie friends

Oh and so much for rushing home k, though I was supposed to be back at 7, nobody called me when I was late >:( and I reached home at 8.30 and no one actually cared :(

THE DAY I SKIPPED BALLET FOR TLL and ended up in a diff class and getting scolded by the teacher and being cold under the bloody aircon and being in the same class as that AH BENG GUY tht we were all "oh i think he's gonna be in your class" anw I made friends (kinda) with some girl tht day! RC people are cool k :) 

I woke up 30 mins later thn usual today, finally my body clock realises tht I'm not actually required to wake up so early! But wtv, it's still early anw. And the result of this body clock change is more eyebags, I rly don't know what I can do about it omg :( You know if I lose the eyebags, will I still have like stretch marks?!?! (HAHA ALANNA) ok but I won't lose them so it's okay :)

Ooh yes Alanna left for India ytd, have fun in the hostel!! :D And CFF, have fun in Malaysia :)

Anw I need to get my phyiscs stuff done before my tutor comes so I'm going to log off at 9 which is 20 mins from now!

Hehe Fran I think I'm going to Starbucks today (y) Must sit down and get (force x perpendicular distance) done. I don't even know what hw we have except for emath/amath!!! Not a failure in life k.

Today I dreamt of my favourite cake HAHA i'm serious :( I forgot what happened but wtv!

I lost my train of thought, I swear there's a cold war brewing in my own house, (I rly feel like swearing!!!!!!!) but anw I'm not USA/USSR/Cuba I'm just somewhere beside either one. I feel good tht I can draw parallels. Bloody shit -.- Yeyyy I get to say my current favourite phrase!! Some people's mindsets are inherently flawed inherently flawed inherently flawed. Wtv, this is what happens during holidays when everyone has a bit more time and decides to spend it scolding/creating trouble. MAYBE I'll write a letter to my brother, you know! But I suck at writing down stuff in words. What should the tone of the letter come across to be anw, cause rn I'm vvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvfrustrated (HAHA I didn't bother putting a dot cause rly, there's no end to it!!!!)

Here's how I attempt to be optimistic about it:

Thank God for Starbucks and ipods (A7X!!). (Y)

Wht do you want me to do now :(

Btw Mandi/Wenn, have a safe trippy to Macau/Taiwan(i think) and NZ respectively.  Oh and Mandi, I woke up when you msged me at 4am!?!?! :( Anw both of you have fun kkk? Wenn I lub dub you! :) Thanks for the birthday card (I hugged you for tht!! :D) and remember to get me a sheeeeepy and btw I still hate you for not being here on my birthday :( 3 YEARS WENNER!!!! See you both on 13th ^^

Mandi ily but I couldn't resist!!!!!!!! HAHA

Luv your short hair :)

P.S/ My day already sucks before it begins :( I don't feel like going for tuitionnnnn >:(

Hi world :) I know I'm weird but rly, I can't sleep early/have to wake up early so I end up xanga-ing in the wee hours of the morning >:( There's srsly nothing to do la, maybe attempt t go running (75% chance of failing btw) Sooo I will have multiple posts for the upcoming days cause it's fun!!!!!!! :D I'm not thinking. I had a brain freeze in class just now. I'm gonna complain later!!!! But good stuff before bad, so my day went like this:

Ok I woke up several times throughout the night, felt like I didn't even sleep at all. :( But anw I auto-opened my eyes at 7.30, wth k, wake up even before my 7.45 alarm. Mmm anw I left the house at 12 (I kept someone in suspense for a good 30 mins I think!! Hehehe) but then I was so stressed when I left the house cause the bus took 20 mins to come. Sorry Wernie!!!!! I was 13 mins late :D Not that bad, its your fault you reached early k!! Anw we realised the balloon shop closed down :( Got sweets instead!! Oh tht was after lunch (Long John Silvers yey!!! HAHA) thn we took a bus to KK, omg it was cool but a bit confusing. Block 65 ^^ Haha then some Joshua guy visited Lecin k, and tht meant only me/Wenn can go up! So we attempted to embarrass her by asking her about him but turns out he left damn long ago! HAHA (damn it lecin!) Thn the receptionist person prolly hates her, "so many people" Anw we stayed upstairs till Rach was downstairs, HAHA we hogged the pass but we came down anw :) Oh yes, tht loser was lost for like how long!!!!! Went to buy food (for Wenner actually) then I SRSLY BECAME HER MUM. Give tissue + wipe crumbs off :( Saw Car/Andrea, maybe we were holding them up too! :D Hahaha.

Oh yeah here's where I complain!! Right after talking for like 30 mins I think we were kinda bored so we went up, omg la I didn't know I was in a different class :( Sorry tht I didnt know your teacher was Jean Ng!! Your class was full anw :( K right anw I don't feel like complaining about the class, but it was freeeeezing I couldnt talk properly for quite a long time. Some stuff just srsly killed my mood :(

P.S/ Thanks Fran :D I rly love your "huggies" emoticon HAHA like wht, since sec 1.

(she had ogre ears!!!!!!!)

Still love you SHREK

Some things don’t last forever, but some things do. Like a good song, or a good book, or a good memory you can take out and unfold in your darkest times, pressing down on the corners and peering in close, hoping you still recognize the person you see there.

Hehe I forgot I had chinese tuition today. Srsly!! Gotta call tmrw and ask whether I can go soon.

Anyway went to watch 2012 with J today haha. We were both damn cold/needed to go to the toilet HAHA it was so anti climax cause we went out when there was some explosion. Anw it was rllly good :) Just depressing and rly sweet at some parts :) Especially all the selflessness when it came to the parents saving the lives of their kids. Even the bastard Russian guy had a heart to sacrifice himself in the end for his kids, tht part was damn sad :/ and a few others! 

Followed J to meet D, T, V, L and walked around (stayed in Zara for like an hour!!! And in the end they didnt buy anything >:( The shirts are nice hehe) Had dinner and thn L left, then we sat there + watched them do gay things for quite some time before leaving. Awkward moments but nvm lol. D was dbtm la, always like tht!!! Left around 9 plus, haha thanks J/T for waiting for my bus although it was unnecessary and there's no rule to say you have to wait for me to leave!! Hehehe thn I realised I took J's ipod, sorry! HAHA. Dad fetched me from dover, you know I realised I havent actually walked home/used my home keys for like 2 weeks. The last time I did, was the 2nd last day of sch. Lol right!!!! Been fetched around for a while :)

P.S/ Lecin I hope you're fine bb :) have a fast recovery and hope your hot soccer guy with a broken leg has come ^^ See you tmrw!!!! :D

I'm skipping ballet for TLL tmrw, I think I should feel guilty!!!!! :/

When you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you...
Do you believe them?

Ytd was awesome stuffff. :D Hahaha I gotta get to saving all the pix, cause usually you're just tagged on fb and you dont actually have the pictures so once you don't use fb you won't have those pix anymore!! Ok im paranoid. But right, gotta get t doing tht.

Anw ytd Car/Lecin came first!! 10.30am not bad :) Car came in the best shoes ever, so she borrowed J's slippers (HAHA) Mmm went to borrow Dvds and then bought subway for lunch! Sherilyn came and then we sat in the function rm (it felt V. PATHETIC) and talked about.. Weird things. Politics (LOL RIGHT), prom, what Alanna's gonna wear, unpleaseant people... :) Alanna came and then we had pizza hahahaha so much for not eating/drinking anymore.. Then we went up and watched I Love You, Man. Which was gross, srsly! But happy ending :D We fast forwarded it though, hehehe!!!

Lecin had t leave, so we walked her out through the carpark cause it was raining HAHA. Then we played guitar hero!! Eye of the tiger (y) HAHAHA. Halfway Andrea came then we continued playing and then had dinner then started playing ghost squad!!! Damn fun. I'm gonna bring my kid t the arcade next time, play all those shooting games!! Car so pro (y) Alanna's the best HAHA.

I WILL CONTINUE THE STORY L8R LUNCH :D